Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Manna
I really know in my heart of hearts God gives us just the right amount of direction, blessings and love we need each day. More than we ever pay attention to or grasp. Look for your manna today, all day.
Here are three cooking sites I think look really good and fun. (Don't tell my husband, or he might expect me to cook instead of being on the course!) Actually, I have some yellow squash on the stove right now, being steamed for a dish.
www.cookwithme.today.com
www.peanutbutterandjulie.typepad.com
www.cookingwithanne.blogspot.com
ENJOY !!
Sorry On My Lips, But In My Heart?
Yesterday's golf format was a Scotch twosome. You and your partner each hit drives, then you pick the best one to play and alternate shots until you have putted out. My partner and I weren't having one of our best performances on the course. We had one spectacular hole, but that was about it. The two fun ladies with whom we played were in the same boat. All of us hit some beautiful shots, plus some very poor ones. Nothing is worse than messing up your partner's great shot with a really stinky follow up. I did it more than once. If the four of us said "I'm sorry" once, we said it fifty times. Finally, we all agreed to quit saying it. We knew we were sorry, and we were sure equal in the times we needed to pass the apology back and forth.
Three things came to mind later as I was thinking about the day.
One, how routine it became to say that phrase in the short time we played. How easy it was to say... ready on our lips. We really felt badly, wanted our partner to know it, and deep down were embarrassed and wanted to be forgiven.
Two, the apologies were for such a little thing in the big picture of our lives. I am really good at saying I am sorry over these little inconsequential golf shots. Good grief it wasn't for big bucks like the pros play for! Why is it so easy to say "I'm sorry" over the little things, not the big ones, if it is right there on our lips? Maybe I don't have the real ideal of forgiveness far enough down in my heart to be able to quickly apologise for my big mistakes.
Three, when you start really paying attention to a "saying of the wise" it is amazing how often it crops up in your life. Chances to apply it. We have been pondering forgiveness here for a while. Now I see it in little happenstances, like on the golf course, and in telephone calls from an old school chum who called this week to apologise for an occurrence that happened years ago.
The deeper in my heart I put the will of God, the more I let God's will work on me, the quicker it travels from my heart to my lips. How about you?
Monday, September 15, 2008
Waiting To Play The Course Psalm 130:5
Thursday, September 11, 2008
9/11 Forgiveness
Too rainy to play golf this morning so I took my coffee to the front porch to sit and think.
9/11...forgiveness...9/11...forgiveness. How far have I come since that morning of nine-eleven? This summer I was privileged to stand in the Pentagon office where the airplane came diving in. It was one of the most...I don't know the right word to put here...no word can tell you what I felt. Just picture yourself there and I think you will find the word. Have I forgiven? Those pilots had such crippled egos, such warped senses of who God is. God is the judge, not me. I am told to forgive. I pray. How far along the path of forgiveness are you?
This is where I need the Holy Spirit to lead. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. Romans 8:26. Lord help me to forgive. Help me to repay evil with good.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Scattering Among Your Neighbors
Friday, September 5, 2008
Prayer Friday
Most Loving Creator, Living Christ, Guiding Holy Spirit,
Thank you for blessing me with this day. Thank you for the many people you have put in my life to love. Thank you for the time to pray and enjoy your creation.
Lord, let me be ever mindful this week of living in and spreading your peace. I was made in your image and you are the peace and love of creation. In every conversation, in every action, in every thought lead me deeper and deeper into your peace.
Amen
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Still Trying
You know when you sincerely start to work on this it is really hard, and I hate to admit that. It hurts to admit you are having trouble with a direction from Christ that sounds so Christian-like. So basic. I always try to start these soul searching, walk the path improvements close to home. Family, then start practicing the "walk your talk" with your closest friends, then spread out to notice the people around you as you do your daily errands, work your job, commute. Then take it to the people outside your "beltway".
I am about politic-ed out. Two more nights of the second convention, plus all the hype and too many talking-head discussions. This is where loving your neighbor really gets hard. When will we learn we have one nation to love and take care of, protect and serve? Not divide and win, pull down and stomp on. How do I love (either side) people that look for the most damaging information they can find, just to use it to take someone else down. Where is forgiveness, patience, just plain old civility?
I know it starts with me. I need to overlook, forgive, realize these are egos vastly out of whack. Crippled egos that are not looking for guidance from the Holy Spirit. I need to look at these people as children of God, God's creations that God loves. Try to love them with Christlike love. I am really trying, but this is difficult. Only prayer and constant reminder of God's love for all will keep me trying to see past the horrible things that are being done in the cause of winning an election.